You say what is wrong with me,
I have always let you say it out clearly.
But we burn in different flames.
Used to be one, I don’t know who is to blame.
I am a free spirit but with a devoted heart.
You must have known this from the start.
My second life turned into a bore.
I will only miss you, more than now, more.
What is the way for a man to carry on?
I guess I should finally leave my troubles alone.
But tonight you are my muse
as I build my future world.
There’s no cure for the wicked.
My life – it slips out, I couldn’t trick it.
If I could live my time again,
I wouldn’t even regret for the pain.
The sweetest hell sent you to me.
Between us.
Just us.
It was.
July 2015
twists + turns 